Respite Over

I was talking to my sister, Aubrey, about how inconsistent I sometimes am in writing on my blog. She and I are different in this aspect. She was saying how she often has thoughts that make such an impact that she can't help but express them though her blog. I guess the reason my blog doesn't consist of my thoughts on life and living is because the theme of my blog has somewhat shifted this last year. You may see that back in the day (end of last year) when I started this blog it sort of read like a journal. At that time I was certainly being bombarded by thoughts which stemmed from the fact that I was having a lot of first-time-in-two-years experiences. Nowadays it seems that my writing is a lot more focused. I think I had an excess of fantastic thoughts about how the number of people who visited my blog would steadily increase until I had a healthy following of about 40,000. 

So I think I eventually, and subconsciously, came to the realization that the only people reading my blog would be my best friends and the occational family member. Now, although my posts are less frequent, I think they mostly consist of things that only you people would want to read. I can count my audience on one hand for the most part, so why in heaven's name do I need to worry about what I write? However, at the same time, why would I need to plaster a bunch of thoughts about nothing onto a computer screen when all of you are just a phone call or a facebook email away? So I'm going to try, as always, to ensure that taking time out of your busy schedules to visit my blog isn't a complete waste of time.